A look into Jessica's life

Angel remembered at 10:23:00 PM

yes so its been an interesting 24+ hours. after my posting on wednesday word got out about me and jermiah. hah. its cool though. ppl seem to be cool with it. i got a bunch of congrats and stuff. then today i got "how cute" from shar and jeannette. haha. funny girls. it was so weird though. today was the first time we were public about "us". although there hasn't been an "us" for all that long. its been so long since i've held anyone, other than rosemarie's, hand in public. i don't know. i feel like i'm in a whirlwind of some sort. it was kinda cool though seeing ppl's facial expressions and/or questions as they found out about us. christa was the first person though to really bring up the jermiah-rosemarie thing. but like i said, we dealt with that. i seem to have this tendency to fall for guys as i help them, in one way or another, when they like my friends. what the hell is wrong with me? oh well. i win. heh. fricken rosemarie was so giddy. i knew, even without turning around, that she had taken her camera out of her purse to take a picture of us. sheesh. lets just see how long it takes to get these "first pictures" of me and jermiah from her. heheh. lagger. i must say though, it did feel nice to be in that embrace before we left school. i think thats why i told rosemarie to take that picture. damn her i need to get those pictures from her asap. =?

today was cool. hung out in the dome in the morning with randy and nik and watched them play cards. went over to ochem (jeannette) to say hi and give her a heads up. she's so cute. heh. so then i went back. then pam, jane, borasy and adam came around. then jermiah. haha. did you finally see something jane? hahahah. so then adam left for class. then jane left for class too. then christa came. wow haven't seen her in awhile. pam ended up not going to her class. she was not feeling it, and she was feeling more her burrito than class anyways. pam was getting delirious from the lack of sleep. she just kept talking and talking and did i mention talking. haha. <3 u poober. so then after awhile christa left with rj. funny poober moment..which i said i would blog so here it is...borasy went to get a coke from the cstore. so she opened it and drank from it. as soon as she put it down pam grabbed it, amidst her conversation, and began to open it. was about to drink it when she realized what she was doing. hah. dorko. so there were lil 4th graders on campus today. part of some "i go to college" program. so as the groups were walking through the dome pam would wave at them. then say, "you better wave back, i'm a nice person" hahah. actually some did wave. others just looked at her with bewilderment in their eyes. haha. gotta love those pam moments. heh. so then adam came around after his class and asked to see borasy's dorm. so we all headed out. as we were still under the craven underpass we ran into rosemarie. so she came along with us. pam went to her class in acd and we headed to borasy's dorm. so the 5 of us went to down to the dorms. thats when the picture attempts started with rosemarie. we got to borasy's dorm. they are pretty nice. so we hung out in her room. rosemarie found out that there is a "goober" peanut butter and jelly spread. apparently she didn't know that smuckers had a line of those. hhah. so she made herself and adam sammiches. so we were all watching tv. mainly music videos for an hour. fun stuff. got to see the "burn" video from usher. hadn't seen that before. jermiah took a nap. he looked so cute that i motioned rosemarie to take a picture of him sleeping. =) i'm such a dork aren't i? ok, pls don't answer that. i'm afraid of the answer. hah. we got to meet one of borasy's roommates alex. she's funny. "who's in the pisser?" heheh. so then around 1240pm we headed back to the campus. borasy had work at 1 and rosemarie had class. i was not about to walk up chavez stairs. so the 3 of them did that and jermiah and i took the slightly longer route to use the elevator in science 2. but we did end up running into rosemarie and borasy in front of the library. so then we walked them to their places. then we went to the dome. ran into jeannette and shar. thats when we got the "how cute"s. hah. so then we got some pizza and ate. then we decided to go to the student lounge. we were bored. ended up chilling there with the "lounge krew" in nerd sector watching pulp fiction. hah. broke another of my rules. don't ask cause i'm not gonna tell ya. i tell ya..its dangerous to date that boy. 0=) so then pam met up with us after her class got out. then we went to the apsa meeting. we just watched the videos that joe dropped off from mabuhay ng mabuhay and some misc stuff too. it was it was fun. then i got a text from rosemarie saying that she's been replaced by jermiah. hah. i call her up and find out she's near the dome. so then we headed out to the dome and met up with jane and rosemarie. harassed jane while she worked. heh. we acted stupid and what not. it was so much fun. then while i was in jermiah's arms nimitz walked up asking "so when did you guys get together?" hah. its cool. so then around 430pm rosemarie, jermiah and i headed out to the parking lot. i was under the impression that rosemarie's car was in the first parking lot. jermiah's was and he was gonna drive me to mine in the 3rd. we start heading down to the 2nd and see rosemarie still walking. so i tell jermiah to hit her. hah. she got scared of us following her that she ran inbtwn 2 cars so we couldn't get to her. hah. goober. so then jermiah took me to my car. then we raced home. sorta. he won. he was sooo far ahead of me it wasn't funny. again i was into my conversation with rosemarie on the phone that i missed my exit again. oh well. got home. chatted a bit. then took a nap. then got up and chatted some more with jermiah, clare, ali, and tin tin. clare, rhona and tin tin found out about me and jermiah. also chatted with kristina trying to find marc, forgetting he had a meeting. its all good kristina. but when i called her on the phone she started asking me about jermiah. so i guess she read my blog or something. cause i didn't tell her. hmm?!? its cool. told my mom about me and jermiah. yeah. not going to get into that. so then after chatting i took a nice nap before work. went to work. it was cool. so now i'm home and blogging. should be sleeping. so you know what? i'm gonna do just that. good night!

til we meet again.

Angel remembered at 3:41:00 AM

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY APRIL JOY!!!

well some stuff has happened in the last 24 hours. and it has left a huge smile across my face..as well as across some other ppls.

here jane..here's the story....
so information was shared with jane and rosemarie last monday. i had texted rosemarie that i had a dream about jermiah. and big mouth said it outloud. so then a discussion btwn me, jane and rosemarie about the dream and what did i feel about jermiah. so i tell them most of the details of the dream as jermiah watched us. i had already shared the details with him. so then all these questions came at me from jane and rosemarie about my feelings and possibility of me and jermiah getting together. i kept ignoring their questions or denying them. in reality i had feelings for him but i wasn't ready to share that part with them. or with anyone for that matter. so that night we are at rosemarie's house to help her with the paper, as i said in previous entry. so while the 3 girls are there i'm still getting grilled about me and jermiah. again i keep denying and trying to keep them at bay. so then the next day is tinikling practice. again they keep asking questions and watching me and jermiah. sheesh guys. and when i ask why should me and jermiah be together they say "cause you guys spend a lot of time together already." good answer. hah. so then wednesday comes. i told jermiah about the grilling i was getting from the girls. hah. he just laughed at me. later that night we talked about it some more. we both agree that if it came down to it we wouldn't mind being together. but we just talk about it. nothing really set in stone. so then its international fair. and i get this vibe that there isn't gonna be much btwn me and jermiah after all. jane knows what i'm talking about. so then i leave for vegas after the show and stuff. i have text chats with jermiah while i'm gone about "us". so things are a little torn for both of us. we know we have feelings for eachother..but yeah. so monday and we talk some more about it. but still nothing happens. so then comes tuesday night. we are chatting about everything now. everything is on the table. our feelings, everything. so then jermiah asks me out online..hhah. and i accept. there after all is said is done..we are now an official couple...april 27th, 2004. haha i call jane and tell her. that was funny. she was in such shock. hahah. go jane. so then we talk about it and stuff. she giggles and is happy. then i finally talk to rosemarie and fill her in. she giggles too. whats with the giggling? hah. so yeah. heh. so now jermiah went from my dreams..to my reality. and i'm excited. its been awhile since i've felt special. and he does that for me. i like i like. so thats the new news in my life.

wednesday
so this morning i got to school. went to the dome to meet up with rosemarie. there was jermiah. and oddly enough we sat way apart. we kept looking at eachother while we all watched family guy on ryan's laptop but didn't talk. so he left for his 10am class and he came by and gave me a high 5. go us!! hah. so then joseph, andrew, jane, rose and i went to the library. jane and i checked out laptops then we went to the 5th floor and got a study room. i was helping rosemarie try to figure out what classes to register for and jane was working on her paper. i texted jermiah where we were. so then after his class jermiah comes to the room. so at first jermiah comes and sits next to me where i am. he watched me look up classes. poor baby so bored. then joseph realized he had cards. hah. so then the guys start playing pasoy dos. then awhile later randy calls and we tell him where we are. so then him and nik arrive with rhona. so yeah there are alot of ppl in this room now. hah. fun stuff. so then a lil while before jermiah came back and sat next to me on the floor. we started holding hands..unbeknownst to anyone..you'll see why in a bit why i wrote that part. so the him and randy went to their class. so then joseph went home and the rest of us went to the dome. so then we all got food. so we are eating. then jane starts getting ready to leave for her 1pm class. so tells me " i haven't seen anything yet!" hah. so i tell her "you should have looked under the table." haha. she got so mad and threw her trash at me. haha. so everyone was asking what was going on. we didn't really answer. we gave fragment sentences. sorry guys. so then when she walked away i was filling in rosemarie to what had just happened cause she was on the phone still. rosemarie..damn you and your big mouth.."OMG YOU GUYS WERE HOLDING HANDS" oy ve. haha. still everyone was confused. so then rosemarie left to go home. then andrew and rhona left also. then nik and shea left to go to srl. then jermiah and i left. hah. we lag. so then we went to jack in the box to get jermiah some food. so after jib he took me back to my car. we went home. ironically we didn't race. hmm. interesting. although i was so into my phone call with rosemarie i kinda missed my exit anyways so i took a back road way to the house. i saw jermiah on the corner of black mtn and park village. and i was on his left hand side. but he didn't notice. so then he went home and ate his lunch. so then around 345pm he came over. and we got to hang out and stuff for the first time as a couple. it was nice...it was "AWESOME" hahah jane. WOW!! hahah. so yeah.

so thats the jess and jermiah saga. haha.

Angel remembered at 9:40:00 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

been a tiring couple of days..

saturday..cont
well i got myself food. i went to little tokyo and got some california rolls, some tempura shrimp rolls, teriyaki chicken, and...dammit i know i got something else..oh well..it was good nonetheless. while i was eating i chatted with jermiah. mom called and said they were at the hospital with lolo and they were leaving to come home. didn't even know they were in town already. hmm. so then they came home. continued to chat with jermiah. was bored. but no one to go chill with. oh well. so finally went to bed.

sunday
so i got up kinda early cause originally i was suppose to go to joy's house at 11am. but then she called and said it was at 1pm. ok. was gonna go to costco to get inang's stuff but she wasn't all that specific about lolo's chocolate. ok, this is what i got..."get your lolo's chocolate in the envelopes" yeah that doesn't tell me anything. so i tried calling her but she was at the hospital so i didn't know what room to call. oh well. just chilled and did the online thing. so then dad came home around noon from church. told him about the invitation to the suarez bday thing. so mom got ready then we went. dad didn't know the route on the 56 to the 5. hah. oh well. so we get there. ate lida was outside waiting for a friend of hers. we go inside and there is marcus, david and baby aziel. how cute. so then we followed joy out to the bbq and there was mommy, daddy, nyah, ate' sheilah, kuya marcus, and soliana. then joy and i went back inside then i saw kuya nigel and sebastien. then ate sheilah, joy and i went to vons to get soliana some diapers. so we walked around the vons looking at the different types of diapers. so we get the diapers and some chocolate chip cookies and head on our way home. so we get back and head outside. there i see kuya aziel and ate' alea. wow she's big. but its ok, she's due in a couple of weeks. they have chosen the name JAVEN for their son. interesting name. so yeah. then we ate picnic style. there was mashed potatoes, salad, omaha steaks(which were really good!!!! yummy) and corn. it was kinda nice just hanging out. its been a very long time since i've seen all the suarezes. its been since september 2002. dang thats a long time. the only person missing from this gathering was jac, who was still in vegas. while we were eating kuya nigel saw my mom wince due to tooth pain. all of sudden dr nigel suarez dds comes into play. they end up making an appt for mom to go to san fran with joy mother's day weekend so kuya can work on her teeth. hah. kuya even called in a prescription for some antibiotics and vicodin. hahah. then kuya and i reminisced a bit about when i was kuya's patient during his boards. i still have the same cavity that he found 10 years ago. i guess this cavity is hanging around til kuya deals with it again. hah. anyhoo. so then after we ate we took family pictures. the whole suarez family took pictures. hahah joy kept posing in them. hehe. dorko. after that we came home. mom and i crashed out. actually i crashed out in the car too. dad went to the hospital to be there with lolo. so then around 730pm i woke up and chatted with jermiah online. then around 8pm mom and i went to the hospital to visit lolo. he looks so frail in the hospital. his hand is hella swollen too. he's such a small guy and yet his hand looks like..the best description i could give is strongbad's hands from homestarrunner. when we got there uncle tony, auntie azon, and auntie irma were there too. i walked in to say hi and lolo told me to go sit in the corner. what the hell? he's funny. so then we waited for jac's call that her and portia arrived from vegas. so then mom and i left and went to the airport. so we got there and girls got in the car after we put their luggage in the trunk. then we went to wendy's and got some food. then we took portia home. we went inside and we got to meet her entire family. wow her parents were not what i expected. her sis looks just like her. alexis and jr don't look that much alike even though they are twins. heh. after that we went home and ate our food. then we went to bed.

monday
yeah did not want to get up. so i got up. got ready for school and went. damn it was hot when i got to campus. it was so hot that i didn't bother to bring my jacket out. me without a jacket? it must have been hot. so i got to the dome. hung out a bit with borasy then she left for the computer library. i sat there working on my stats then worked on some notes from psych testing. then andrew came around. then jess and jermiah came too. then randy came by to say hi then nik came and left to get himself food. andrew left to go register, to only return after finding out that he registers tomorrow not today. hah. then jermiah went to get food. after he was done, andrew, nik, jermiah, jess, and i went to the library. andrew had a writing center appt and jermiah had class at noon. so jess and i hung out while i messed with a laptop and nik met us at the table. he told me that we had just missed rosemarie and jane. ok. so after awhile the 3 of us decided to go back to the dome for awhile. when we got there i saw josie and steve. they don't go to our school. then rhona and hoppho walked in. not long after jess left. so then i went back to the library after talking to rosemarie on the phone. i went and hung out in the comp lab in the library with andrew, josie, hoppho, rhona, and steve. i texted jermiah and i told him where to meet me. so then rosemarie calls and says that her and jane are on their way to the dome to meet me. uh i'm not there. so i tell them where i am and they head back to the library. so then they meet us. so we decide to get food. as we are leaving the lab, jane stabs me with her pencil. ang sakit. so then we head out. i tell them i don't want dome food. so we go to rosemarie's car to drop off her stuff then go to my car and the 4 of us go to the japanese restaurant on san marcos blvd, mee and boo. the food was good. jermiah and i shared cream cheese wontons. yummy. i got my miso soup even though it was hot as hell outside. rosemarie pointed out that i drink a lot of apple juice now. yeah i do, huh. so we ate. then we headed back to school. dropped off rosemarie at her car, jane went to the library and then jermiah and i raced home. i say we tied this time. damn you. hah. so then i got home. i took a quick nap. then i got up and went to costco and got inang's stuff. i called mattie when i was there to try to figure out what kind of fricken chocolate to buy. it turns out that it was hot chocolate. sheesh. so then i got her stuff then went to inang's house to drop it off. talked to marc for a bit. damn boys ate my swiss cheese. grr!! .:shakes fist angrily:. so then i went back home. chatted with jermiah some more then ate dinner. yummy shrimp and rice. then chatted some more. then went to the hospital. now both of lolo's hands are extremely swollen. he's in so much pain. he keeps shaking and what not. so then we came home after about an hour. we took inang home. we are getting into the car at the hospital and my dad slams inang's fingers in the car door. she says "aray" repeatedly. so my dad opens his door to release her fingers. then doesn't even ask if she's ok. after we dropped off inang my mom brought it up. my dad said cause she wasn't screaming that meant that she was ok. what a dork. so then i go home and chat with jermiah some more..sorry to drag you out of bed..my phone was being retarded. then i chatted a bit with quan and glenda. glad to know glenda was ok despite the fire in her cafeteria and dorm the other night. so then i went to bed. jac was online forever and day i swear. she kept hitting my bed with the chair. sheesh girl.

tuesday
so i try to get up and i have a sharp pain in my lower right back. ouch!! not cool. so i finally get up and get ready for school. get to school and parking sucks monkey balls. keep circling with joseph. hah. finally after like almost 30 minutes i get a spot. while i was driving around i noticed rosemarie's car. wth? its not even 10am yet and she's already here. her class isn't til 1pm. so i call her as i walk to campus. she's in the library trying to work on her speech. so i go to the library and check out a laptop again. so then i go and find rosemari in one of the study rooms. so here i am blogging while she works on her speech. and every so often i help her out. hah.

well thats the recap so far. til we meet again

Angel remembered at 12:24:00 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2004

dang a lot has happened since my last real posting. its been an emotional period too. well emotional in the sense that i've had to deal with mixed emotions and stuff.

saturday
not much happened. had inang duty for awhile. running around doing errands. jermiah and i ended up going to jane's at night at helping her and mike with tinikling. I TOLD YOU IT WAS A DAMN STAR!! hah. yeah that was fun. interesting phone call with jane in the car. heh. gotta love knowing directions around where you live. hehe. still dealing with stuff from friday. dammit!

sunday
yeah the plan was suppose to study for psych testing and stats. i tried reading for psych testing but really couldn't concentrate. figured that i would go to ucsd to try to study there. called rosemarie to see if she wanted me to get that article from the bml at ucsd since i might be there. she said yeah. while i was looking up the call numbers and stuff, while at home, i found another article for her paper. so sent that to her. ended up not going to ucsd after all. damn i'm a loser. finally gave up studying. just slept and watched tv and chatted. fun stuff. i don't know if i'm more disappointed in myself for what was said or in the other person for warranting what i said. went to work. met the new supervisor, david. he seems cool. gave him a heads up on me. work wasn't too bad.

monday
ended up not taking the psych testing test. the more i thought about it the more i realized i didn't jack shit. i would have failed it either way. dammit. so i chilled in the dome. for the first time in a long time most of the gang was at the table at the same time. wow. we were only missing like maybe 5 ppl. dang. i miss those times. so once everyone left for their classes it was shea, jermiah, nik, randy, andrew, jane, rosemarie and myself. so the girls were talking. text rosemarie about the dream. damn you have a big mouth rosemarie. hahah. so then i started telling jane and rosemarie about the dream. good or bad? hmm. started a whole new topic btwn us. i don't know if i'm willing. i don't know what i feel. =/ since rosemarie has to finish her stress paper we decide to cancel tinikling practice. its decided that jane and i will go to tmec and help out rose after we get out of school at 4pm. so then jane goes to class. the guys are playing cards and rosemarie and i are talking. interesting conversation. hahah you are more into our world than your world. hahah. better get used to it. so yeah. then dr thomas comes up to me in the dome. tries to find out whats going on with me. tell her that i'll be there for the stats test. so rosemarie leaves to get day day. i go to stats. oh thrilling. i so didn't know what the hell i was doing. i didn't even bother answering the essay question. oops. oh well. got out early. met up with jane and borasy in the dome after their class. jane goes home to change and i take borasy to the bank to get her check for her rent. take borasy home then go to janes. chill at jane's a bit then head up to tmec. interesting convo btwn me and jane. i love talking to jane. =) so finally we get to tmec. we ring to doorbell..no one home. rosemarie went to get jenn from her practice but forgot to tell us that. sheesh. so jane and i sit in the car continuing the conversation from this morning..the one that i don't know how i feel. ok, i lied. i know how i feel just don't know if i should feel like this. anyways. FINALLY the relente sisters arrive after me and jane have gotten so bored that we noticed that the houses really don't have rain gutters. oh man we were bored. so we go inside and start to work on rosemarie's paper. i start reading it then rosemarie takes jenn to he other practice. jane is working on her paper outline and i check over that every so often. oh man this paper of rosemarie's sucks monkey balls. oh man. so i have jane read it. yeah not good. so i go and take a quick nap in rosemarie's room in her absence. she comes home and i tell her that we need to start her paper all over again. we talk some more of the topic that started on friday and we talked about more this morning. trying to get all the details. fill in the blanks man. so we have that convo for awhile. then we start working on her paper. we have to find quotes and decide what topics we really want to cover. auntie letty comes home. then auntie goes to get jenn. yeah..the relente family..can't quite figure them out. =? so then i tell rosemarie to prep and outline and that i'll come back in the morning and help her right the paper before its due. so then jane and i leave and haul ass home cause i have to go to work. hah. fun stuff. was suppose to go to work but was having stomach pains at rosemarie's. and it got worse as i drove home. not cool.

tuesday
ok wtf? i'm up at like quarter to 7am so that i can help out rosemarie. so i get ready and talk to her a bit. so then i start heading up to tmec. talked to joy for a bit. got her to come on thursday to tap just in case. yayee!! FUCK SHIET!!! got pulled over near the 76 freeway. chp clocked me going 80mph in a 70mph zone. got me my very first speeding ticket. first one in almost 13 years of driving. thats rather impressive...but sucks nonetheless. luckily he didn't clock me earlier. not even 5 minutes earlier i found myself going like 90-100 mph. so yeah that would have really sucked if i got clocked then. see rosemarie..going to tmec is a headache. haha. so i get to tmec. drive rosemarie to chapparell to drop off jenn's audition number. its scary that rosemarie didn't have to give me any directions to get there. i just drove as though this i my area. sheesh. so we got back. auntie letty and uncle mario were finishing up washing the cars. cool beans. so we go inside and eat. it was cool eating with them. they crack me up. uncle was sooo cute looking for his norah jones cd. and then rosemarie got him to dance for us. hah. after we ate we went downstairs to work on her paper. i'll get into that in a moment. uncle and auntie decided that they were gonna go up to the roof and try to fix the tfc. haha. that was cute. then uncle was on the phone with them trying to get them to come out and help them since they've been without tfc for awhile now. haha. "this is not the philippines, this is the united states." hahah. crack me up. finally they got the tfc going. oh no. rosemarie is gonna be even more fobby again. i just kept laughing and giggling to myself as i listened to the tfc. got to the point that we had to ask them to turn it down cause we couldn't concentrate. uncle opted just to turn it off. haha. then uncle and auntie left to show someone their new suv. how cute. hah. ok this paper was hell. i hate this paper and it wasn't even mine. you would have thought that a paper dealing with religion would have been a breeze for rosemarie. but it was wasn't. it seemed 10x harder. even with both of us working on it we couldn't think all that well about it. oh man. here it was a paper about religion decreasing stress and yet our stress levels were rising as we worked on this paper. we worked on it from 1030am-2pm. and i just hope she passes it. thats what it boiled down to. this was such a pain in the ass. we finally left for school like at 210pm. her class was at 230pm that this paper was for. we hauled ass to school. go there, found her parking, she jumped into my car and i drove her up to fcb so she can just run into acd and get to class..finally at 245pm. damn. after that i went and got gas cause i was driving on fumes and went to the bank. then got us some food from burger king. got to campus around 340pm. sheesh. went to the dome and talked to jane a bit. then rosemarie came out and i gave her her food. chilled with joseph awhile then rosemarie left for her quiz and i left for my appt. dealt with that til like 615pm. tinikling practice starts at 630pm and i'm in escondido. hehe. so got home a lil after 630pm. mike was the only one there. then jermiah, jane and rosemarie arrived. then ali arrived with nik, paul and trish. yayee we have tappers. at first while the girls were getting dressed we were having play time outside. we had volleyball going on btwn ali, trish, paul and mike, when he wasn't scootering down the hill. nik and jermiah were playing baseball with the small pvc pipe. hah. so then jane started scootering around the garage. hah. finally we got rehearsal going. nik worked on the tappers, trish worked with jane and mike, and i worked with rosemarie and jermiah. we tried to clean up their motions and their arms. taught them the very beginning entrance. poor guys. they were getting hit with the poles. jermiah completely ate it cause of rosemarie. mike got a huge ass blister on the bottom of his foot. jane's ankle and foot were swelling up. oddly enough rosemarie was the only one who wasn't hurt. hmmm. then after the practice the play time happened again. poor ali smacked her head on the drive way. ang sakit. then we had ice cream inside the house. yummy. so then everyone but jane and rosemarie left. we ate my dad's soup for dinner. i know a lil backwards...ice cream then dinner. hah. then they left. then i crashed out not long after they left. i was hella tired. dang.

wednesday
my stomach still hurts. eww. so i got ready. stopped by target and got teresa's bday gift..the five people you meet in heaven and her card. got rosemarie her bible. then went to school. chilled in the dome with jane and borasy. then everyone started coming around. ali wasn't feeling well so rhona and andrew took her to zion to the er. poor baby. we wanted to make sure that she was ok from the fall last night. so then rosemarie, jermiah, jane and i went to the library. rosemarie had her writing center appt at noon, and jermiah had his gel class also at noon, both in the library. jane and i started working on her panel paper. i checked out a laptop from the library. yayee. fun stuff. then jane checked one out too. then around 1pm jermiah came back and jane turned in her laptop and went to her math class. then nik and mike arrived. then sarah walked in and i said hi to her. haven't seen her in a while. met her sister paula. wow they look alike. then rosemarie finally got back from her appt. dang. we talked. the guys took my laptop and started messing with it. its art! hah. then rosemarie goes into the bathroom. sarah and paula follow not long after. i figure that rosemarie will finally get to see sarah up close since trish and i had talked about her to rosemarie before. then sarah walks out but paula is still in there. then all of sudden i hear (and see) rosemarie get all excited cause she knows paula. oh damn. so i go over there and tell rosemarie that paula is sarah's sister. what a small world. so we go into the lab and there is sarah and their other sister. it turns out that sarah was the only one that rosemarie didn't know. aha. so we introduce them. so they talk and i head back to our table. it also turns out that jermiah knew sarah's younger sister. haha. definitely a small world. hah. so then rosemarie heads home. then the rest of us go to the dome. play some cards, then jermiah heads home. then jane arrives early from her test. she plays too. we eat goldfish. hah mine are better. sour cream and onion. hah. so then jane and i head to class. man my class was boring. after awhile i sit with matt and joyce trying to figure out this shit. they are just as lost as i am. hah. finally class gets out. yayee!! so then i go to the dome. suppose to go to the student leadership awards tonight. so not in the mood. so trish and i decide not to go. come home. mom and dad go to the funeral. i help jane out with her paper. end up in a chat with like 8 ppl and on the phone. dang talk about multitasking. chat more with jermiah. interesting. =? finally i go to bed.

thursday
its show day. tinikling will be performed today. so i got up early and cleaned out the car a bit then packed up with the poles and stuff for the show. so i get to campus around 930am. run into borasy, pam and adam in the dome. they get food. i get a drink. then i get food. i ordered a grilled ham and cheese sammich. the guy didn't have any idea how to do that. omg. sheesh. so i finally got it and some tater tots then went back to borasy. we chilled and ate there for awhile. man i couldn't finish my grilled ham and cheese. sheesh. so then trish started to text me. told her to hold up that i was waiting for rosemarie to show up. so she arrives then the 3 of us go to the free speech area to meet up with trish and ali and paul. i call up jermiah and tell him where we are and he meets up with us too. so then jermiah, rosemarie and i get the car. we drive to longs and pick up joy then head to craven circle. pam, borasy, ali and trish take up the poles and stuff. rosemarie heads upstairs with jane's dad. then jermiah, april and i park the car. damn no parking sheesh. finally we got a space. so then we head over to free speech. i run into megan. miss her. talked to her for abit. then jermiah headed up to the gang. then after i finish with megan i see leezel. miss her too. man the hug she gave me. hah. good stuff. then joy and i ride the elevator up. we get there right before they perform. i tell them to how to set up. last minute instructions then they dance. GREAT JOB GUYS!!!!!!! they did awesome. they got the hard parts. they did really well. i'm very proud of them. as soon as they are done we realize that jane's foot is completely swollen. omg. poor jane. so we try to massage her foot a bit. then we have her sit on the grass and relax her foot. jermiah, mike, rosemarie, joy and i brought the poles and stuff back down to craven circle. we look at the pictures that joy took. then joy and i get the car. i take her back to longs then head back to craven circle. we put everything back in the car. jermiah and rosemarie come with me to park. got first parking lot. yayee!!. so then we head up to the rest of the international faire. jermiah and rosemarie join the salsa lesson and i chill with jane on the grass. then kristina comes and chills for awhile. then jermiah comes back and rosemarie is on turbo i swear. hah. i think we may have found someone with more energy than rosemarie. hahaa. so then it was 1230pm and jane was suppose to work at 1pm. jermiah, rosemarie, jane and i head to the dome to tell them that jane can't work. we chill there for awhile. rosemarie gets an ice cream. its stickless..hah. manages to spill on herself. again. she already has stains from her starbucks. sheesh. hehe. gonna get you a full body bib. haha. then i get some reese's buttercups. hah. jane cut them up into bits so rosemarie could eat them and not spill on herself. hah. we decide to go to in & out in vista. we try to convince rosemarie to come with us. she tries to hug me and i step away. haha. cold and evil i know. eventually we get her to concede and she goes with us. jermiah drives us. we are all singing in the car. nice tunes man. so we go to in & out. fun stuff. jane got her double double with cheese instead of a cheese burger. hah. oops. she must have been hungry cause she ate it all. rosemarie had to wear a napkin bib. and she still managed to make a mess. hah. so after our great meal we head back. wth? jermiah's car won't change gears right so he's like revving down the freeway. hah. how fast are you going? zero! ahaa. so we get to school. we get our stuff and jane goes home, jermiah follows me and i take rosemarie up to acd for her class. that is after jermiah finds my car. we lost my car in the parking lot. haha. go us. so as we are driving to fcb i see teresa and tell her to wait so i can give her her bday gift. so we take rosemarie up to fcb. jermiah and i try to switch the gift to me..yeah that was funny. so then we head back to teresa and i give it to her. happy birthday yee tee. hhehe. so then jermiah and i head home racing. dammit he won. hah.so i get home and matt and tony are there to drive us to the airport. i still have to pack. jac is picking up portia and she still needs to finish packing. haha. we lag. so finally at like 330-ish we head to the airport. have a text convo with jermiah. haha matt's ghetto car. while we are driving near genessee jac tried to roll up the window or something and the window falls off the track. so its just chilling there. hah. then his winshield wipers just turn on for no reason and are on all the way to the airport. he would randomly hit the sprayer so he doesn't look as stupid. haha. go matt. so then we get to the airport and we check in the skycap and head for the gate. we are early. so jac and portia get some pizza and i get a snapple. talk on the phone with rosemarie about the guy from the writing center thinking she was a twin. hah. so then we finally board the plane to vegas baby. we sit near the back. it just happens that we are in row 21..for jac's 21st bday. hah. while in the air jac and portia order vodka and oj and cranberry juice respectively. hah. took pictures of our row, of the girls drinking, of the clouds. hah. so then we arrive. dang we need to take a tram to get to baggage claim. ha. portia's heal got stuck in the door. heh. so then we head to baggage claim and see mom, dad and princess. so we finally get our luggage. jac didn't even bother to come get her luggage, princess had to get it for her. she was busy playing the slots that are in the airport. ahha. so we go the car. we head to the strip and go to our hotel, harrah's. we check in and drop off our stuff then head to princess' house for dinner. while in the car my phone rings. it was jenn looking for rosemarie. i tell her i'm in vegas. so i call borasy and find out where rosemarie is and call jenn back. then all of sudden my phone rings again and its auntie letty. wtf? she starts getting mad and yelling at rosemarie..but through me. rosemarie wasn't home yet. oh man. i guess i am responsible for rosemarie even in my absence from diego. oh man. so then we ate dinner with auntie chaning, papa nick, princess, loli, mom, dad, and us 3. it was good. we had spaghetti, steak, albacore and veggies. yummy. so then around like 1130pm we headed back to harrahs. princess, portia, jac and i are in one van, mom, dad, and papa nick are in the other one. so the girls go up to the room to change. princess and i end up leaving and picking up kuya ken from work and bring him back to harrahs. we get back and jac and portia are barely coming back downstairs. dad as at the keno place. the whole night everytime we walked by there was my dad. hah. we went to say hi to my mom and while were standing there some chicks walked by and pinched princess' ass. haha. so we walked around and played. the let it ride table sucked. even the dealer said i shouldn't play. hah. so we walked around and played a couple of slots. princess and i went to check out these lounge people in the bar when we saw shims walking towards us. hah. only in vegas. hah. kuya and the girls were drinking as much as they could for free. hah. me and princess just chilled. finally around 2am i was too tired. so princess and i headed back up the room. we watched some tv and talked and stuff then we went to bed.

friday
around 630am jac, portia and kuya came back and crashed out too. hah. the snoring coming out of kuya. hhehe. so then me and princess woke up around like 9am. we talked some more. then finally started to watch tv. then kuya woke up also. the girls kinda did for a bit. princess and i got ready. then we took kuya back home so he can shower and change for work. so we tried to go to sonic but their grill was down. so we ended up going to in and out..again. hah. was on the phone with rosemarie and jane. yes i was eating in and out again. ahha. so then we go the house. princess and i eat while kuya gets ready. papa nick takes kuya to work. so princess and i chill awhile. dad is listening to pinoy music really loud in the house. dang. princess and i end up crashing out again on the couches. hah. when i get up papa nick calls me and princess upstairs to see pictures of don don. wow he's getting big now. so then princess gives loli a bath. then we eat dinner then i say bye to everyone and head back to the hotel. i pack up all my stuff and princess, jac, portia and i head to the airport so i can catch my flight home. i thought my flight was at 920pm. it turned out it was at 950pm. hah. so i check in and then we chill at the airport. i go to borders and buy a book to read on the plane and stuff..which really came in handy. i played wheel of fortune while the girls were getting their starbucks. i ended up winning $72 bucks. go me. hah. so we just chill there for awhile. then i head to the gate. say bye to the 3 and go through security. so i get to the gate and hang out for bit. then we find out that they are moving us from gate c4 to c21 cause there is something wrong with our plane. great. so we head to the gate to find out that there is another flight boarding over there right now for a 10pm flight. it would have been nice if the guy that moved us would have said something. sheesh. so there was confusion there. texted with jermiah a bit. finally at like 1015pm a new plane arrived for us to take. so we boarded. dang. and around 1030pm we finally took off for san diego. read my book and drank some apple juice. we arrived in san diego around 1140pm. by the time we got our luggage it was already midnight. so i go outside and not long later carmen drives up. so we go home. marc's car is outside the house. so i go in and marc, matt and tony are over raiding our fridge. hah. so i help carmen unload the boxes for kuya james. then i found out that lolo was in the hospital. so i called my mom and let her know. i check my email and then go to bed.

saturday
so tired. so i got up and got ready and went to the graduation meeting. an hour of boringness. we went over the logistics of the ceremony and where we are suppose to be and stuff like that. dang. there are suppose to be like 700 grads at our ceremony and like 10,000 guests in the grandstand. dang. so after that meeting i came home and took a nap. mom called and filled me in on what auntie marie said about lolo. he doesn't have an aneurysm, he has problems with his lungs. he has pneumonia and is in the hospital right now. so then i went back to sleep. got up and started blogging. its 530pm now and i haven't eaten yet today. i should go get food now.

til we meet again

Angel remembered at 5:27:00 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL SIS..JACLYN!!!!!! YOU DAMN ALKY!!! =)

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TERESA!!!

Angel remembered at 12:00:00 AM

Sunday, April 18, 2004

have you ever said something that you wish you could take it back? its one of those things that one hand you've got people telling you that you did the right thing by saying it but on the other hand you have the emotions of the person it was said to. which one has more weight? which one truly is more important, telling that person reality or hurting that person? i guess i was right when blogged the other day...this just might be one of those things that can make or break a friendship. i just wish i knew which one it was.

Angel remembered at 1:45:00 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR POOBER.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM!!

Angel remembered at 12:07:00 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004

i feel bleh...disappointed, angry, and a whole assortment of emotions right now. and yet i don't know for sure that the person i blame is completely at fault to hold 100 percent accountable for these emotions. all i know is that i'm confused and torn and bleh. i also wonder if this is one of those things that could forever change a friendship...good or bad...i just don't know..thanks jermiah for the chat tonight...

so yeah this week has just been dealing with tinikling and what not. just one more week then its all over. no more tinikling for me. so a recap of my week if i can remember that far back..hmmm..

sunday
so easter has come and gone. i found out at like noon that we are suppose to go to inang's at 1pm. great. i woke up at like 11am. geez. so i did the girlie thing first and did my nails. its been awhile since i've had them painted so i did that. they are getting long anyways. so then after that i took a shower and got ready. so we head to inang's house. not long after getting there ate' annie and simon arrive. wow he's soooo big now. he's getting tall and has a full head of hair. hah. he kinda doesn't look like a 2 yr old though. boy did that boy have energy. he was all over the place for the like 3 hours that i saw him. dang. then mellvin and mae mae and jasmine arrived. i miss my baby boy. he's getting so big now. soon i won't be able to pick him up. .:sniff sniff:. mae mae was soooo cute in her white dress. hah. while we were waiting for the reyes family to arrive for the easter egg hunt uncle mon put on this cd that had remix versions of the "otso otso". dang i didn't know there were so many versions. hah. but it was cute. simon and mellvin were doing it. then every so often we would catch mae mae doing it to the best of her ability. come on now the kid is only a year and half. and she looked sooooo cute doing it. auntie marie was going buck wild doing it. oh man..trying to teach auntie tita how to do it. hehe. i told my mom she was not allowed to learn. haha. so then the reyes' came and we did the easter egg hunt. jasmine just walked around slowly and around the perimeter while everyone else ran in scattered directions. she ended up with the most eggs and the most money. dang girl. aha. so after that we headed to carmen chavez' place in chula. so tired. crashed in the car. dang. hadn't done that in awhile. so we got there and katrina was there. dang. the girl looked like a girl. and damn her boobs are huge. definitely in our family. hah. it was kinda weird to see her like that though. if you know my cousin, you know that she was always a tomboy and covered herself and dressed like a guy. and now she had on this tight baby blue shirt that scrunched in the middle to excentuate the boobs. oh dang. hah. anyhoo. so i ate. not a lot though. really wasn't hungry. so after i ate i went upstairs where katrina, jac and arnell were playing poker. hah. i helped out arnell with his hands. they were betting money and stuff. hah. i still like jac.."i got 2 pairs....of 4s" haha the girl had 4 of a kind. haha. katrina ended up winning most of the pot. then i went back downstairs and the 3 of them left. channel surfed a bit. saw a small portion of the britney spears concert on showtime...so not entertained. oh well. then we went home. i took a nap then went to work. thrilling.

monday
didn't go to psych testing cause i woke up queasy again. dang. so by the time i got myself settled and went to school it was like 11-ish. i made myself 2 lunches for some reason. i ended up giving one to jane pearl. ahh. it was just a turkey and ham and cheese sammich and chips..leave my chips alone jane..i like them..hah. then after talking and what not, jane, rose, and i headed down to the parking lot at 1230 to get our gym stuff. then we walked to the gym from the main parking lot..that was new. haha i win. i clear the trees. hah. so then we got dressed. dang rose..you do cover yourself up don't you. ahha. then we went inside then jermiah met us there after his gel class. rosemarie got to see how odd jane can be in the gym. haha. so we all worked out. i was working on my legs. was only doing 180 lbs. i should up it soon. and this is the first time that rosemarie and i have ever worked out at the same time. so she was on the crunch machine behind me when she all of sudden called towards me. she had this surprise look on her face. hah. it was the first time she saw me work the 180lbs. i laughed and reminded her that i had told her what i do and she said it was just that she had never seen it before. hah. then after working out my legs we got rosemarie and jane to try out the machines. hah. well rosemarie tried one and jane tried both. hah. good stuff. then jer and i were watching jane try to work on her abs on the mats on the ground. haha. tickle tickle. oh man the laughfest that we had. hah. so then around 2pm we headed out. jer was waiting for us outside and the 3 of us diddledaddled around then headed out. then jer dropped us off at rosemarie's car. thanks jer..then he went home. jane dropped her stuff at her car, rosemarie at hers, then finally mine and mine. then we headed to the library. i went to the comp lab and rosemarie joined jane in her math class. hah. so then after they got out we worked on some of rosemarie's research and jane read. we ran into ali so she came with us. she filled out her job applications. hah. so then i wanted food before our apsa meeting. while we were walking towards the dome ali lets me know that trish isnt even coming to the meeting. so the remaining 4 ppl were right here. so i head the meeting as we walked. the fastest meeting i've ever held. haha. so ali went home and jane, rosemarie and i decided to try out the new italian restaurant across the street, grappa's. geez it took us soooo long to decide to all get fettucine alfredo. ahha. we suck. we also had calamari for appetizer. yummy. so that was fun. had our lil thang going on there. then around 6pm we went home. hah. fun stuff. came home, napped, probably chatted as i always do then went to work.

tuesday
lets see..what time did i get to school? late i know that. or did i? i don't remember. anyways. chilled in the dome. ah yes..now i recall this day. yes rosemarie's skirt. hah you are such a dawg jermiah. haha. so walked rosemarie to class. then we went to the lab. we didn't stay there long. aim sucks there now. was falling asleep in front of the computer. we looked at personal ads. hah. eww. some of these ppls. anyhoo. went back to the dome. played cards with jermiah. then he left and i waited for rosemarie to get out of class then for jane to get off work. then we caravaned onto the 78 to head to my house for tinikling. so we had tinikling practice. cousin came down to chill and stuff. she helped me tap for awhile so they can see how its gonna be. oh yeah. while we were preparing dinner i put on the "otso otso" for rosemarie. omg!!! her and cousin started do the routine associated with that song. oh man. it was fobfest. hah. even jermiah was singing to the song. then we played mr suave. and rosemarie was having fun with these songs. then cause we played the last track of the cd it switched to another cd we had in the cd player. all these old slow jams. hah. we know our slow jams. hah. watched gilmore girls as we ate. while we were watching was when jane learned about mase. haha. go jane. then we practiced some more. then everyone went home except jane. jane slept here. hah. fun stuff with my joober. chris logged on so we were chatting with him. we had our font and his font hella huge cause jane was lying all over my bed typing on the cordless keyboard. hah. fun stuff....gotta check a lil email. haha go strongbad. hah. we were looking up names in the baby name book that we have. haha. some of the names in there. hah. oh well. so then we went to sleep.

wednesday
fricken jane had to wake me up. sheesh. ahha. so talked to jane for awhile while she got ready. then when she left i got ready. hah. went to pomerado hospital to try to get info for my child dev. paper that is due tomorrow. yeah i procrastinate hard core. they didn't know how to help me. so they sent me to palomar hospital. couldn't find parking so i left. went to san marcos to check on the other agency that i had chosen. oh damn this place was ghetto. doesn't even look really approachable. and its support to be there so people can get support for their families. yeah right. anyhoo. that lady was kinda rude. i hope i never have to turn for them for real help. sheesh. so then i went to school. found out our stats test got postponed. so i left early. to work on my paper. went home and took a nap. then chatted with quan and wished him a safe trip to pi for gerald's wedding. then headed to palomar hospital again. sheesh. they couldn't even help me. and they have a pediatrics wing in their hospital. dang what a pain in the ass. anyhoo. so as i drove home i talked to rosemarie on the phone. scary that her mom didn't know how to get to pq from the 5. hmmm. anyways. as i approached my house i remembered i had to go buy inang her stuff. so i turned around and went to seafood city to buy inang her stuff. i got to inang's house and they were sleeping on the couches. so i just dropped off their stuff and left. then i came home. chatted a while more. hah. then watched american idol. then finally at 9pm i started my paper. i still had to do a lot of research for it. oops. but anyways. worked on that til 1230am then slept til like 530am.

thursday
ok so i'm up at 530am still trying to work on research and write this damn paper. its due in less than 5 hours. yikes. around 745am i saw rosemarie log on to her email. told her to go to bed. hah. then she logged onto aim and again i told her to go to bed. hah. so then while chatting with her i finished up my 9 page paper. go jess. i just hope it isnt all obvious that it was totally last minute. definitely not one of my best papers. dang. yes rosemarie it compares to that health paper you wrote. dang. so anyways. around 830am i have it all done and in its folder. so then i got ready for school and turned in the paper. i even kinda dressed like a preppy. really different for me. hah. so glad its over though. i can't believe i bsed that much though. dang. so then i chilled. ron's stories. hah. such a drunkard. hah. watched all the ppl arrive for the job fair up in founder's plaza. played cards with jermiah. had convos across the dome with jeannette. hah."why do you want to be egotized?" haha go lawrence for knowing and explaining it to her. ahh. then shar came and played cards with me and jer. hah. jeannette came and visited with us for awhile too. then jer left and i chilled with pam. ithen nimitz came around too. still can't believe you didn't know what has been going on..man. well glad you know now. then it was pam, rosemarie, nimitz, and shar just chilling. haha. fun stuff. interesting pictures. heh. so then we headed out. shar drove us to our cars. as we were going to my car ali called saying she was having trouble with her brother's car in the parking lot. so we went to help her out. it was shar, rosemarie, and me trying to get aj's car going. damn alarm. and the tricks auntie zeny was telling ali sucked major monkey balls. i like our versions better...5 jumping jacks, stand on your head, spin around then start the car..haha. finally uncle tony called and told ali just to go home..yayee uncle!! so then rosemarie followed me home and i had ali in my car. then we dropped of rosemarie's car at my house then headed to miramar to pick up ali's echo. so then after that we headed back to my house for tinikling practice. while we waited for jermiah i made grilled ham/turkey sammiches. yummy. then trish arrived. wow she's alive. heh. then we started practice. pam arrived not long later. trish taught ali how to tap and i finished the choreography with rosemarie and jermiah. pam ended up learning the routine. well most of it anyways. ahah. fun stuff. then jer left. pam helped out rosemarie for a bit and then i started to teach trish parts of maglalatik. heheh. so then came the pick on rosemarie session. its all good though. she knows we love her..hah. then everyone went home and i took a nap. tried my damnedest to stay awake when rosemarie called me..but i don't know how well of a job i did. oops. sorry. then went to work.

friday
rosemarie called and woke me up. dont even remember the alarm going off. oh well. talked to her for awhile then got ready for school. went to campus. chilled with jermiah and katie. cards are great...egyption, triple speed, crazy 8s and go fish. ahha. fun stuff. got food. barely finished my food. not cool. oh well. then talked to rosemarie. yeah. hmm. anyways. went back into the dome got jermiah then we left. he followed me to get gas for our cars. then we went home. dammit he won again. so not cool. although i did zone out for awhile on the freeway and completely forgot about him..sorry dude. it wasn't til he drove past me that i remembered. came home and took a nap. then talked to jac. then chatted with jer. ate dinner. chatted with him some more. quick chats with vinnie and punita too. dang girl. she braved the opening of the new kohl's in scripps poway. hah. go girl. just had a quick chat with joy francisco. miss her. and a quick chat with rosemarie. just finished transferring all the songs to my mp3 player now that it works the way its suppose to again. yayee!!. so its not midnight and i'm done with this recap.

good night. rest well. i guess i'll go dream about that one person now..you know who you are..haha. damn you..infiltrated my dreams. hehe. but i'll remember your offer...wink wink..hah.

til our paths meet once again

Angel remembered at 11:56:00 PM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

ok quick story..

yesterday at tinikling practice...cousin came down and kinda chilled and helped out as we worked on the teaching and mastering the dance from hell..hah. i know you dancers wanna call it that..anyhoo. so we were inside getting ready to eat. we were watching tv. jane pearl found cheryl's keys and started messing with it. as she asked what this little contraption was on the keyring she proceeded to spray it. lo and behold it was a can of mase. yeah jane pearl tried to kill us all.. haha... so now jane pearl knows what a can of mase IS and what it can do. .:cough cough:. hahahhhah. go joober!!!

ok more recaps later.

Angel remembered at 7:56:00 AM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

first and foremost...HAPPY EASTER!!

so here we are on sunday. its been a busy week. continued tinikling rehearsals. went to the drs. yeah..

wednesday
yeah woke up queasy. not cool. so got to school late. got there around 11am. jane was sitting there reading and jermiah was watching her and listening to jane read outloud. ali and jess were at the other table working on spanish. so then jermiah asks if i wanna head to the library to check out that 411 thing going on by PAN. so it was jer, me, ali and jess. we head down there. they had stir fresh and bubble tea come out. and PAN gets a portion of the proceeds. so i call rosemarie, since she's in her writing center appt, and tell her we are outside the library. since we had to pay jess heads back to the dome with her friend. the 3 of us get stir fresh. good stuff. while we are getting our food rosemarie shows up. then they start the fashion show. john gheris is funny. then roy comes out and we start screaming for him. hah. you sexy thang. haha. after roy is done on the catwalk we go back to the dome. again i can't finish my food. i give it to rhona to finish. thanks rhona. hah. so then at noon, rosemarie and i head to the parking lot. she's on the phone with her mom and i'm just walking. yeah. so her and i talk for a bit then i realize i have 10 minutes to get to my appt. oops. gotta go. so i head out and she heads home. i'm at the drs for 3 hours. sheesh naman. its all good though. so after the appt i call up rosemarie and tell her the haps then go back to school. meet up with jermiah and ali. chill there for about 40 minutes then we head out. sa an si jane? haha. jer and i go to jane's for practice. so jer and i are chillin there. he has his chair and mouse and i have my recliner. hah. we are talking and listening to "damita jo" and one of the kai cds. on the phone on and off with rosemarie teetering on whether she's coming down or not. hmm. its 6pm and no sign of mike. i call him he's in the gym. the clock in the gym hadn't been changed yet so he thought it was barely 5pm. hah. its cool. so then he heads over. they start practicing. "hee hee hoo hee hee hoo" hahah. learn to breathe while dancing. keep the rhythm. haha. you guys are funny. then around 7pm rosemarie shows up. yeah..skurred...we be skurred. anyhoo. so we practice some more. then jer leaves a lil while later to go see his new baby niece. then jane, mike, rose and i hang around for while. jane becomes stitch. hah. wow. we talk and what not. have fun. then around 930-ish we head home. i come home and take a quick nap then go to work. yucky.

thursday
was suppose to take my mom to the airport but just can't wake up. sheesh. so jac had to take her. hah. so i finally get up and go to school. i ate a cheeseburger. it was k. took my first horse pill. bleh. anyhoo. just played cards all day. waited for rosemarie to get out of class. she got out. then we hung out. then she went home and me and jer went to practice. hah. fun stuff. poor jane had double duty in rosemarie's absence. after awhile we went to order papa john's pizza online. raided jane's room. haha. chased her up the stairs. hah. started looking at yearbooks and makeshift yearbooks. wow look so young. the boys started playing with a nerf football. ended up bringing it downstairs. the guys were aiming for painful parts. hah. jane started stretching out. mike threw the football at her after she said no. hah. got chased around the kitchen. then pizza finally came. ate pizza. yummy. mushroom, extra cheese, sausage, and pepperoni pizza. chipped my tooth on a fricken piece of pizza. what the hell? oh wells. then watched daria til i left at 930pm. hah. i miss watching daria. great show. came home, slept then worked.

friday
woke up late again..love that. went to school. chilled for awhile. rhona, andrew, jermiah and i walked rosemarie to class. all happy and cheery til time to go in class. even andrew tried to pull her away from class. hah. as we walked away ran into clare. hi clare. then rhona and andrew left to play final fantasy and jer and i went to the library to play with computers. got boring so went back to dome to hang with jane a bit before work. after she went to work we got food. ate while watching randy play pyramid solitaire. hah. then they left for class. i sat at the table then shar and ryan came by. told "les" story about rosemarie and me from last semester. ryan seemed to into it. hah. talked to shar for awhile. jane came and took her break with us. then she left. then shar left. played solitaire games. then rosemarie comes out. chilled awhile. then borasy and her coworker came by and also one of rosemarie's friends. they all ate their lunch. then they left. rosemarie read while i played more games. tried to wait for jer but his class thing took to long. so rosemarie and i headed to the lounge to teach her what she missed but it was closed. so we went to the library. jer met us there. started to teach rosemarie her part. haha. "rosemarie can do it" which later became "rosemarie, you can do it" haha then jane came too. rosemarie is funny. no ballet in tinikling. hah. poor ppl below us. probably trying to figure out what all the stomping and jumping was. hah. gotta love it. then around 3pm we all go home. took a quick nap. mom calls that her flight is late. good..more nap time. then she calls that she landed. go to airport and pick her up. then just chilled at home. chatting and what not.

saturday
slept slept slept. hah. got up around 11am. hah. chatted with jer. made plans with jane after she gets her eyes. hahahhah. so got ready. went to store and bought ground beef, chips, and other stuff. made myself, and jane later, salisbury steak. yummmy!! hah. jane learned a lot of new things today. ahha. then jane, me and jac went to carmen's to check out new tile. nice. hah. then drove around to drop off jac at portia's party. finally they see eachother. hahah. then we came home. then jane went home. slept. ate. chatted some more. set up a new xanga for jermiah..grr_ng_grr. hah. then chilled with menchie and portia a bit. then came back. finish convo with jermiah. then went to bed. thrilling day.

sunday
got up. chatted. blogged. did nails and off to inangs then carmen chavez' house. hope to see my baby boy mellvin today. and mae mae.

til we meet again

Angel remembered at 11:58:00 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

conversation at jane pearl's with jane pearl, mike, jermiah and myself tonight...

mike: this is a good PMS
me: yeah its the only time in your life you'll have a good PMS

hahhahahhhhah

Angel remembered at 9:58:00 PM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

have you ever just been overwhelmed with thoughts that makes you question what the master plan is for you? are you as prepared for what has been presented to you or what will be presented to you as you thought? all i know is that what i'm going through has been in whirlwind. i'm finding myself more aware of my physical being than ever before. you know when you get a new car or fall in love with a car then suddenly you see it everywhere. you are just surrounded by that particular style car. well thats how i feel right now. like there are signs all over the place to remind me of the whirlwind i'm in. they may be actual signs or license plates or license plate frames or actual similar things. its weird. well i guess i'll never truly know what the future holds for me. and if i'm truly prepared for it. but no matter what i know its all around me. and i know i'm not alone in this journey.

saturday
for dinner we, the fam, went to barona casino. we tried out the ranch buffet. it was pretty good actually. they had italian, asian, mexican, american, mongolian, seafood, etc. it was cool. so while we were in line my contact really started to hurt that i was crying in pain. and it was driving me insane. so we paid and got our table and began to serve ourselves. the more i walked around the more pain i felt to the point that i was getting dizzy cause of the pain. so finally i had to go out to the bathroom and wash out my eye. as i was walking out of the restaurant i happened to recognize someone in line to pay. it was liza del mundo (rosemarie's cousin who i graduated hs with at good ol mchs). wow. hadn't seen her in a long time. so i just kinda looked at her then went on my merry way to attempt to cease and decease this excrutiating pain that was being inflicted on my eye compliments of my contact lense. so i did my business and returned to the restaurant and still saw liza near the front of the restaurant waiting to be seated. but again i just walked by nothing said. i returned to the table and jac said she ran into one my of male friends and told me where he was sitting. so i heading in that direction, which was right in front of the salad bar, but didn't recognize anyone. oh well. so i got my salad but when i turned around again i saw randy. he just wasn't sitting there when i saw his family the first time. hah. so i went and said hi to him. his family all chimed in and said "you win" when i approached. i guess they wondered who would see someone they recognized first. and randy won. haha. yayee. hah. so then i went back to the table and walked back up to the main food and again saw liza still standing there. so finally i just walked up to her. didn't say anything just kinda stared at her. "i know you" hah. go liza. she recognized me, just couldn't remember my name. which is funny cause i have one of the most common names and yet ppl still have trouble remembering it..ie rosemarie at stir fresh asking me 3 times in a 5 minute period what my name was...or my 8th grade history teacher calling me jennifer all year...yeah that last one was pathetic....so anyhoo. when she introduced me to her husband i introduced myself to help her out. hah. its all good. so we talked and i mentioned that i knew rosemarie. hah. small world. it was cool. i'm glad she's able to do what she wanted to do and enjoys it. so yeah. good to see her. then got my food and went back to my table and told the fam what had happened when i saw randy and liza. cool beans hot rice. (hi cathy and tin) so we ate our dinner. so after dinner came the gambling. before we left the restaurant i said that i had to win at least $60 so i can buy shoes. hell yeah baby!! ok so i walk around with jac for awhile then start playing slots. first one sucked monkey balls. but then i played another one and won 70 bucks. go me!! yeah shoe time!! hah. so then i went to the let it ride table. i started playing. did ok. win some lose some. so we play a hand. when it came time to reveal everyone's cards the guys 2 seats over from me got a straight. nice job. so he got paid 5 to 1 and an extra 25 bucks(i think). and he got the music played for him. but apparently i kinda giggled and the dealer heard me. i don't recall giggling but concerning what i had i wouldn't doubt it. so everyone is congratulating him and what not. duely deserved i might add. so she, the dealer, checks the guys sitting in btwn us. then she comes to mine. she flips over my cards and lo and behold i have a flush. haha. that pays 8 to 1 and and extra 50 bucks. hah. and since i bet 10 bucks..i got me 130 bucks. hahah. go me. so when she flips it over and sees what i have she remarks "so thats why she was giggling over there" haha. so yeah i got music played for me too. aha. cool beans. not long after dad and jac come over and watch me play. i have jac hold 150 bucks in chips so i don't spend it. so after i lose the remaining chips that i have i get up and jac takes the 50 bucks i won and uses it to make her bets. sheesh. she ends up losing it. the nerve of some ppl. haha. its all good though. so go and play more slots and stuff. then around midnight we leave. yayee!! on the drive to and from barona we were listening to one of dad's new cds that he brought home. this cd had remixes of "otso otso" and "mr suave" hah. everytime i heard the mr suave i thought of paul. ahha. there was a cool song on the cd from sarah geronimo ~ forevers not enough. me like a lot. so yeah. that was funny.

sunday
didn't do anything. mom and dad left me to go to southside. jac meandered around the house. so i ended up ordering papa john's the works pizza and cheese sticks. i im-ed mattie and told him what i had. so after he played tennis he came over and ate. jac ate some too. tasted good. while i was eating i was helping rosemarie with her paper. haha. some good stuff. its a cool topic. unfortunately my brain kept dying. didn't want to work. damn spring break. ahha. but we got through it. hah.:pats self on back:. hah. ok lame. hah. then later i helped jane with her short essay too. haha. i swear.i should be an english professor instead of a psychologist. hah. yeah no. hah. then went to work. sucky. not really queasy this time. i started drinking sprite early in my shift though. so maybe that helped. don't know.

monday
i just have to say that jane is cool!! hah. i love my joober. first of all i couldn't get up this morning. so i missed my 9am class. oops. i was soo queasy when i woke up. so not cool. oh man. so i went to school. went to the dome and hung out with jane and rosemarie for awhile. then after some ppl came around and hung out we had our lil 11am tinikling meeting. it was jane, rosemarie, mike and jermiah. so we got that straightened out..for now. during the meeting i got a call from the drs office. they screwed stuff up so they had to reschedule my appt from 130pm today to 1230pm wednesday.
"so call on monday and confirm you'll be coming on wednesday"
"um, isn't today monday?"
"oh yeah. lets confirm right now. are you coming on wednesday?"
haha crackhead receptionist. hah. so after the meeting jane and i decide to hit the mall. shoes baby!! hah. so jane and i walk into c28. we are checking out jackets and hats and what not. ok..this is a lil ridiculous. the black golfer type hat..which i already have one from joy...but with ezekial written on the back. yeah that cost 40 bucks. hello?
"can't we just find someone to embroider it on and scalp it?"
haha i love jane. haha. so then we walked to different shoe stores. hah. we went into lady footlocker. paul calls wondering if we have a 5pm meeting today. i thought no, so we tried to call trish but she couldn't be found. oh man. hah. so yeah that was interesting. while we were there jane gets an application for lady footlocker. yes jane get a job there to hook me up. ahh. so then we wondered through more stores. we went down to footlocker. i start looking in the kids section. jane says that she can't fit in kids shoes. whatever. so i try on a pair of nikes size 4.5 kids. haha. i like them. they were on sale for 2 for $59. so i tell jane to try. so the guy shun was cool. he was joking with us. poor jane was dissed when we first walked in. hah. then she tries on the size 6 in kids. and they are too big. haha. see i told you you fit in kids shoes. hah. after trying on like 4 sizes she finally finds the size that she likes..hahah size 5 kids. ahha. just a half size bigger than mine. haha. so i get them for her. hah. and it stops her from tripping the rest of the day. ahah. when we went to pay shun joking said that they take tips..so my tip was "lift feet then walk" hahhhahahh. i'm a dork. hah. after that we backtracked a bit and bought some white macademia nut nibblers from mrs fields. and i got an icee. haha. so then after that we walked around some more and found a kiosk that engraved dog tags. so we decide to get da oobers key chains with our nicknames on it. haha. the oddest order that chick has ever gotten. blue for me, purple for jane, gold for rosemarie, red for pam and silver for ali. hah. so then we wondered around more as they keychains were being worked on. haha. sheesh everyone and their mother from the kiosks wanted to talk to jane. ahah "bah bam" haha. so we got the key chains and headed towards tilly's on east valley parkway. jane had never been to tillys before. oh yeah she fell in love with the store. haha. so many jackets. haha. she even asked for an application. haha. good stuff. so after tillys we went back to campus. she hung with me as i waited for rosemarie to arrive. so we chilled in the dome for awhile then went to the comp lab to check out summer school stuff. sucky they are only offering 2 psych classes over the summer. and they are both lower division..ironically they are the 2 classes that i had with dr. ashlyn. hah. anyhoo. so we chilled there for awhile. then nimitz called so i can return his notes to him. jane started to say "i'm loving it" then all of sudden we had a craving for chicken nuggets. so we head out of the comp lab and run into nimitz. so we start heading down to the parking lot to wait for rosemarie and then go to mcdonalds. and we were coming down the stairs at 5pm and jane and i noticed rosemarie actually walking towards us. OMG ROSEMARIE WAS ON TIME!!! hahahahh. what a concept. so we all headed to the parking lot. i gave nimitz his notes. then the girls headed to mcdonalds. so we go and i order the 20 piece meal. so we all share. wow we had so much fun. just being ourselves and just enjoying eachother. rosemarie said that for a while she forgot there were others in the restaurant. and i believe her. we were all in our own lil world. it was cool. so we chilled there for about an hour. then we left. jane went home and rosemarie and i started working on finding restaurants for fundraising. so we go to east valley parkway. and the plan is to hit up the olive garden and the chilis right there. i had to call katie back, cause i completely forgot to do so earlier so rosemarie had to go in by herself. after a while she called asking me questions. then a lil while later she called again with more questions so i just went inside and met with her and helped her out. then after olive garden we went to chilis. that wasn't so bad. hah. then we headed back to campus and then we went home. came home and ate dinner. this is the first time in a long time that i actually had 3 meals. and finished them all. skurry..then i took a nap then went to work.

tuesday
ewww had a child development test. sucked major monkey balls. yeah didn't study. what else is new. sheesh. so after class i went to the dome. chilled with rosemarie and borasy. rosemarie is still reading the book i lent her. the one that nikki gave me for my bday. its a good book. slowly everyone started to arrive. rosemarie kept asking me questions about the story. so i would answer them. nik started to wonder why i knew so much..hah cause it's my book. jermiah and i went to get food. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LOOKED APPETIZING TO ME. so i just ended up buying 3 muskateers poppables. hah. everyone ate them too. really wasn't too hungry either. hmm. so then nik, jermiah and i were playing cards; pasoy and war. then jane wanted to get food so i went with her and so did jermiah. so i got me a turkey sammich on sourdough. as soon as i sat down i automatically told rosemarie she would be finishing my sammich for me. i hadn't even started to eat yet. so i go to eat. i take a single fricken bite...and what happens..I'M FULL!! WTF?? i tell jermiah then jane then rosemarie hears me. what the hell is that? a single bite of a not so big sammich and i'm full. damn. after arguing with everyone i finish half of the sammich and rosemarie eats the rest. but dude..a bite. sheesh. then i walk rosemarie to class. head back to the dome. play more cards. hah. then nik notices that ali, paul and diana are sitting at the other table. i call ali over to give her her oober key chain. cool beans hot rice she likes silver. so then nik goes over there to the other table and talks and jermiah and i play double speed and regular speed. haha i win. then nik comes over and tells us to go to the other table. so we go over there. diana and nik have fun putting cards, cds, water bottles and anything else they can find on paul as he sleeps. "its heavy" haha. so then teresa comes in and then diana goes to class and teresa walks her out. so then nik, jermiah and i play egyption. hahah i win. then starts our somewhat random discussion that starts off about baseball and then turns into schools and their mascots..haha fallbrook. jermiah actually went to the computer lab for that. hah. then ali went to the computer lab to email a teacher. when she got back rosemarie had gotten out of class. joseph came then shar and carlo. i like shar's hair. so we were all doing our own thing. so then adam calls and says to stay in the dome. oh ok..hmm. when he arrives he has a dozen white roses for me for my bday. oh man..tanku. i love them. no one has ever given me a dozen white roses before. wow. then he disappeared then reappeared with a 3 muskateers bar for me. yayee!! tanku again. hah. so then we were all talking and rosemarie was reading her book. oh man the comments out of her mouth.."can i video tape?" oh man. "just read your book rosemarie" haha. wow everyone was saying that. hah. dang girl. you surprise more and more. hah. so then 5 oclock comes around and then jermiah, jane pearl, me and rosemarie, after she finishes the last 4 pages of the book, head off to jane pearls for tinikling practice. hah. that was fun. just chillin at first. then jane's tour of the house. then rosemarie and mike dancing hip hop style instead of tinikling. hah. fun stuff. then around 8pm i took rosemarie back to campus then went back to jane's to chill with home alone herself. hah. ate some enchiladas and spanish rice. watched american idol and 24. had the most interesting discussion during 24. wow. cool beans. yeah rosemarie should have been there for that one. hah. but it was cool. left jane's house at 11pm. came home. chatted with rosemarie for awhile. and blogged this.

well thats my life up to this point. off to slumber land i go. til we meet again

Angel remembered at 12:57:00 AM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

greetings and salutations...well lets see. whats the haps with me? well now i'm hella stressed cause i have 2 tests next week and haven't studied AT ALL for them. yeah so i need to study. still having trouble eating. not cool. still getting queasy at work. again not cool. but other than that things seem to be ok with me. yeah.

wednesday
so i went to target to use my gc. bought the new janet jackson cd "damita jo". sounds ok. really haven't listened to it. i've let it play but it was in the background. also got a pair of slippers. this time they are black cause the other ones i have are blue. and despite the fact that most of my wardrobe is blue, its a light blue so yeah. so i can wear black with everything. haha. i cheat i know. then i headed over to best buy and used my gc over there and bought honey. i know some ppl didn't like it cause they expected more of a hip hop dance movie but i related to a lot of the stuff in it. i saw it twice in the theatres. and even took rosemarie cause stuff related to us. hah. oh well. its free. hah. so then i came home and looked at ali's itinerary for her arrival. and i saw it say "jetblue" but i didn't know that it was an airline. i thought it was the travel site they used to make the arrangements so i didn't know what airline she was coming on. hah. yeah i'm a dork. so i imed her sis chrissy to see if she knew. i think i freaked her out. i've never met chrissy and all of a sudden i message her. she called her dad in ny and he told her terminal 2. ok. so i decided to look up the flight number on the airport site. and lo and behold i found it. under the jetblue airlines. hah. oh so its an airline. yeah oops. and it said it was early. it was suppose to be arriving at 925pm and it said it would be arriving at 850pm. i didn't know airlines could be early i thought they only knew "on time" and "late/delayed" haha. so i went to the airport early. so i just chilled there waiting for ali and her auntie. they didn't get to me til 915pm. so although they were early they were late. hah. so then we headed home. ali told me stories about jersey and ny. how gas is only 1 buck 69. dammit. oh well. sucky. so then we dropped off her auntie at home. her auntie gave me some money for gas. score! then we went to ali's house. they painted the outside. it looks nice. then i got to see the new beemer. niiiiice. hah. then i came home. mom had gone to pat and oscars for our dinner. so when i got home we ate. i had bbq chicken wings and salad. i couldn't finish the 10 chicken wings. that is sooooo sad. i don't like this inability to eat anymore. dammit. GRRRRRR!!!! so then i took a quick nap then went to work. again got queasy. ewww.

thursday
so was on the phone with rosemarie this morning. we decided to take out jenn to downtown before rosemarie went to go chill with chris llanes. it was like 930-10am when we decided this. so we ran it past jenn and she said ok. so i talked to rosemarie for awhile more then they started getting ready. jenn and jimmy have told me that it takes jenn 2 hours to get ready. ok i can deal with that. so they would get to my house around 1pm then we can go downtown and have rosemarie meeting up with chris at 3pm. ok we got this planned. oh boy was i wrong. so i got ready around 11am. i chatted with jermiah and rhona and others. yeah. time was going by and still no call from the relente sisters that they had left tmec. so around 1pm i call rosemarie's phone. no answer. duh! so i call jenn's phone and i got an answer. from both actually. jenn had me on speaker phone. so i talked to them, whined, begged, pleaded with them to hurry up. they were finally leaving around 130pm. lordy. so i text both of them with directions to my house, although i managed to screw up on jenn's version so i had to retext her and correct it. oops. finally at 222pm they arrived. yeah i was irked. then rosemarie couldn't park straight in my driveway and after 3 failed attempts i got in her car and fixed it. grrr. so we finally left. damn. its already like 20pm and she's suppose to meet chris at 3pm? yeah wrong. so she called chris and talked to carl...yeah...and told them that she'll try to meet up with them as soon as she can. so we are finally on our way. jenn is sitting shotgun and rosemarie is sitting behind me. jenn is having fun with my stereo remote and the urrsher cd. hah. yeah erratic driving on my part cause now i'm in a hurry. finally i calmed down on the freeway. so we get to downtown and park at horton plaza. hah. we get out of the car and rosemarie is just staring at me. finally she asks if she can get a hug cause i haven't hugged her or anything yet. so i say yes and she gives me this great big hug. jenn is watching and she's like, "ok i'll just hug myself" hah jenn you crack me up. then head down towards ghirardelli's soda shop. we walk and walk. guys are staring at jenn and rosemarie. ahha. "its your bug bite jenn" haha. yeah anyways. so we get there and it smells good. but we decide to go back a couple of stores and eat at tgifridays first. so we go and eat. had the tuscan spinach dip for appetizer. yummy. i haven't had that in a while. then they split a blackened chicken alfredo and i order the chicken fingers platter. yeah jess can't finish her food. GRRRR!!! yeah. jenn and i banter about the bill for a bit when it arrives and i don't let her pay. ahh. its cool. so then after we ate we stopped by urban outfitters. jenn fell in love with this store. me and rosemarie played with the foam pillows like fireboys. jenn wanted to get a "von dutch" hat..yeah 40 bucks..wtf?? whatever. had some cool books. there was a book there about the bible with the pictures of lego ppl. haha. cute. so then after hangin there for awhile we head back to ghirardelli. oh man the scent was so much stronger this time. we weren't even aligned with the shop yet and we were overwhelmed with the smell. yummy chocolate. so we go in and we order chocolate covered strawberries and a banana split. they made fun of me cause i eat so proper. dude whats with everyone clowning me for how i eat. yesterday it was rhona about eating my pizza with a fork and knife and now these 2 about me eating my strawberry. hmph. haah. anyhoo. so yeah we just chilled and ate. jenn and rosemarie tag teamed a song to me about smile. i was just staring off and stuff. dorks. hah. so after awhile we headed back to scripps poway to meet up with chris. yeah that was a pain in the ass and after many unnecessary uturns...directions sucked...we finally called him and had him meet us at jack in the box on scripp poway parkway. yeah. drove in circles and stuff. and it started to rain too. one good thing is we did find "St. Gregory the Great" church. so now i know where it is. hah. so we sat in the car waiting for chris. had an interesting question and answer session btwn the 3 of us. yeah very interesting. questions i would have never thought would come out of rosemarie's mouth. but hey. what can i say? so yeah. then chris arrived and rosemarie went with him for awhile. first jenn and i sat in the car still talking about stuff then finally decided to go get starbucks..well her get starbucks. but as we were driving we saw a smoothy place and she asked about that instead and instead we decided to go to mira mesa and go to jamba juice. so we went. saw rj there. haven't seen him in a long time. so we got strawberries wild and sat there for a bit more and talked. then headed home. rosemarie was still out so we went back to get her to find out she was already on her way to my house. hahha oops. so while we were heading back to the house jenn and i got into an emotional discussion. found out some stuff that i didn't know or would have guessed. but yeah. when we got to the house jenn and i sat in the driveway still talking while rosemarie and chris were outside just wondering what was going on with us. then chris left. finally we got out of the car. jenn hung out in the beemer while rosemarie and i went upstairs to talk a bit and give her the book and movie i was lending her. yeah. i miss my goober. i miss our long indepth talks. but i guess she's growing up and doesn't need them as much anymore. thats good though. thats the goal overall. hmmm.:sigh:. so then they left. i helped my mom clean up some downstairs. ate dinner at like 11pm. hah. good stuff. took a quick nap then went to work. oh man i got queasy sooner than usually. usually its taken me like an hour. this time it took me less than 20 minutes. i was getting clammy. yeah so not cool. but i worked through it. sucky.

friday
got up and met with rhona, hoppho, steve, jermiah, ali, diana, homer and clare at ihop mira mesa. we had breakfast. hah. diana got her new car. its nice. when she arrived and parked rhona opened the driver door and sat on diana and said "where are going?" haha. so we checked out the car then talked a bit then went inside. got our table and saved the last seat for clare. it was cool. again i barely could eat. i ordered "viva la french toast"..basically it was 2 slices of french toast, 1 egg, and 2 sausage links. yeah i finished the egg, 2 links and 1 slice of french toast. sucky!!!grrrrr ng grrrr!! i hate not being able to eat. and i don't eat a lot of meals cause i don't eat at all. dammit. anyhoo. so then after we ate and stuff ali, jermiah and i headed to ucsd so ali can buy tickets for fusion. she's gonna watch aj dance. so we wondered ucsd for a bit showing them stuff. she bought the tickets. they had a debate going on in the middle of the price center for their asi candidates. yeah we definitely don't have that. so then we walked through their "dome" and saw the selection of foods they can buy : round table pizza, subway, taco bell, rice king, etc. yeah we need that. there was a fish tank and ali noticed that one of the fish was just floating on its side. hah. oops. so then we left. i dropped them off at their cars at ihop then headed home. cleaned up a bit more. chatted with rosemarie, jermiah and rhona. then mom and i headed off to la. dad's flight was suppose to arrive at 645pm. we left around 4pm. we figured that we would get there around 7pm with traffic and since he still has to go through customs we would be ok. so we were in contact with nikki and mattie cause they left at like 2pm for la. hah. so after they ate they went to the airport around 6pm. they found out that the flight was delayed til 8:41pm. thats another 2 fricken hours. dammit. so yeah. so we got to the airport roughtly 645pm. hah. so after we found nikki and mattie's cars and parked we went into the airport. we found them. then the 4 of us walked around the airport to the restaurant at the beginning of the airport called "encounters". it looks like a space ship. if you've gone to lax and seen this space ship looking thing its a restaurant. so we finally got there and went up the elevator. the elevator only hold 5 adults. and while its in motion it plays music that you would find on star trek. yeah. ok. so we get there and we are seated. as we are walking to our table i noticed one of the screens for the workers..kinda like a cash register..it said that someone's bill was 207 bucks. WTF?? so we sit down and look at the menu and see why the bill was that much. there weren't a lot of choices but they were expensive. we ordered fried calamari which was 11 bucks. mom had free range chicken breast on top of spinach and it was like 20 bucks. i had an open faced angus sandwhich. and mine was like 17 bucks. it was good. it was a nice piece of steak on top of foccacia bread with french fries. i actually ate a lot. can you believe it? i can't. nikki had a cafe latte and mattie had coffee. but dang its expensive. dang. so then around 830pm we headed back to the terminal to wait for them. we get there and finally it says that the plane has arrived around 848pm. sheesh. so while i'm in the bathroom dad calls and says that it should be another hour til they come out. they had just arrived and are disembarking. so we just chill waiting. we bet cold stone as to when they'll arrive. mattie said 941pm, nikki said 945pm, i said 950pm and mom said 10pm. so we keep waiting and watching the clock. nikki and mattie hang out by the gate so they can see them coming. nikki was playing tourist and taken pictures of us waiting, the board saying the flight was delayed, then arrived, and just random stuff in the terminal. then finally at 10pm they come up the ramp. mom wins. hah. dad looks diffrent cause of the bakla's in pi dyed his hair black. hah. it doesn't look real just cause we aren't used to it. hah. so then we go to the parking structure and get the cars. then we pile in the luggage and inang and lolo then head to mira mesa. we get there. they are having trouble getting lolo to the house. he's in pain. dude he's soo cold. so we are sticking clothes and blankets and stuff in the dryer to warm them up. auntie marie is wiping lolo down with hot water to warm him up. by the time we wrap him up and everything nikki is calling him mother theresa cause of the way we have him wrapped up and stuff. dad shows me some of the stuff he bought cause everyone is trying to situate their luggage. dad brought home this sweet mango stuff. tastes good. so then after about an hour at inang's we go home. dad pulls out the rest of the stuff. damn he bought a bunch of karaoke and cds. a lot are in tagalog but oh well. hah. couple of them have "otso otso" and "mr suave" hah. he came home with "passion of the christ" dvd. oh dang. the copyright date is 2001 though. interesting. got a tagalog bible. not that i can read it. hah. we got a bunch of rosarys and sceptors. and some combos. thats cool. so yeah. of course we got pastillas and turrones. then finally we went to bed.

saturday
yes back to reality. got an early morning call from inang to go buy this and that for her. yeah. i'll do that soon. gonna meet nimitz in a bit to get the visors and hats and notes for child dev.

so thats been my last couple of days. over all my spring break has been chilled and cool. been hangin out not always bored at home staring at a screen. ya know? i actually got to see goober this week. haha. "it was worth not seeing you all week" hahahhah. yeah don't worry about that. so yeah. now time to study and get my shiet together.

til we meet again

Angel remembered at 11:59:00 AM

Thursday, April 01, 2004

me: yeah she ain't normal
me: although who is
jermiah: no one
me: true dat
jermiah: im just hott

always the quiet ones i tell ya

edit (130pm)
jermiah: you're cheating on me
me: sorry dude
me: what can i say
jermiah: noooo
me: you may have my dreams
me: but you gotta fulfill them to keep my attention
me: hahah
jermiah: oh really
jermiah: oh i'll get your attention
me: oh?
jermiah: just watch me

~oh no..

Angel remembered at 10:57:00 AM

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